Rob Stuart, born to privilege, came of age in middle class America of the 1950s with its social and moral certainties. He first sought love then and thought he'd found it. Living and working in the United States and Europe in the 1960's and '70s, he had to deal with a revolution in atttitudes, expectations and behaviors relating to women and relationships. In this memoir written for his therapist he tells of his struggle to find meaning and understand himself and those he loves. This novel contains frank discusssions of sex and descriptions of sexual activity. It is not intended for readers under 18 years of age.